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Monday, August 28, 2006

7+ am in the morning. what am i doing so early in e morning? haiz, my worst nightmare which i dun wish it to happen came true just this early morning.

woke up at 2.30am just now cause i awake from a STUPID bad dream. felt that my whole body super hot including my lips, so i took a trip to e toilet to check things out. my goodness, i caught a sore throat(again??) and a mild fever. haiz spoil everything!

will be having IHT paper tomorrow morning and i got sick like NOW. why not other days?can't it be after my exams or way before i preparing for my exams. but anyway i took a panadol and lozenges so i am feeling much better.

hope it will remain like this for e whole day so that i can study properly and complete revising for my IHT=)

been thinking much whether should i go for e mission trip organised by my church and thats from 31 Aug-3Sept in Malaysia. cause it's just after my exams then i thought i will be able to relax abit before starting work or finding job but didn't expect this thing to come along as well, making me so confused about it.

my parents kept encouraging me to go for it and my mom even offered to sponsor me for e whole trip, but i just don't have e "feel" to go for e mission trip. maybe because 1 of e days fall on hazel's birthday then was kind of looking forward to celebrate with her with pauline they all.

i guess i will keep this trip in consideration and see how things go, cause my mom was saying if i really working then maybe give it a miss. but if it is God's will to let me go then i think i would get e job. yup, so i will see how first.

okay, enough of crapping. got to go study first or else can't finish my revision. i still got econs and RHT to revise. :(

theperson im loving (:
7:40:00 AM