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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

firstly really got to apologise for not being able to constantly update my blog because i have been busy with tutorials and project discussions to do... thats why... i always will be so damn tired after coming back from school... not like this when i was in sec school... maybe environment different which makes me change a little too??actually not only me i seriously feel that the people around me have changed quite abit... maybe this is only the starting??i really don't know just questioning and consoling myself hoping that my friends and things around me would not change that drastically... though i claim to be able to adapt very quickly to new factors and being flexible too but there are really some things which can't be changed that fast... like friendships or even relationships[didn't meant anything don't think wrongly=) ]
this is already week 3 of studying in TP... i know my class quite well in some sense but coming to choosing new friends i think i am still not up to it... probably because i still not familiar with them in terms of friendship or maybe i think my sec. school friends are better... argh!!
having troubles adjusting to doing projects in different groups and interacting with classmates that i sometimes don't really talk much too... not specifically referring to anyone but i promise to try my best and interact with those people that i don't talk much too... most probably having a mini gathering for ex-4e2 students next monday... we meeting up for dinner at TM not confirmed yet... need to finalised... good and bad news... the good because we can meet and talk about how's school for the past 1 month... time really past fast next week i will then have attended 1 month of school in TP... well the bad news would be maybe some of our friends can't make it for the gathering... a little sad cause though i get to see my "old" friends in TP sometimes but i feel that this event is meant for us to sit, relax and just simply find out more from our old friends... maybe i am just speaking from my perspective and angle... i should know how the rest feel about it...
they might not be thinking the same way as me BUT again i really HOPE everybody can make it for this mini gathering next monday... just want to say let bygones be bygones if in the past u hated somebody or something like that... let go of those just enjoy the times we have together... cherish moments like this... am i a "nag-ger"?? erm... i think so... haha oops!!
tomorrow i got to still attend school but last day for this week because friday is VESAK DAY so happy no need study but then not happy for long... this saturday have make-up lecture from 11-1am... abit sian about it... because saturday i normally already very packed... never mind have to get used to such timetables from now onwards... turning in now blog tomorrow night!!

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